無茶苦茶な ...

むちゃくちゃ
Confused...jumbled...mixed up....unreasonable ...

Exactly how I am feeling right now. I think I am being taken for granted at work... I am starting to feel all those so called appreciations are nothing more than lip service. I don't like to have to spend time strategizing how to sell myself to move up in the company. I do good work and that should be recognized and remembered when it's reward and advancement time. I should not have to create opportunities in front of a big group to show what I am made up of. My work should speak on my behalf. I hate having to run a champaign to be elected for an "eXcellent" performance rating. It sucks!